Saturday, March 19, 2016

Finally!

Finally!
I've finished "adapting" all my posts from the previous blog, woohoow!

The adaptation was done for a certain purpose that I've written here.

Re-writing what I wrote when I was 16 is quite a struggle. It was my ababil/alay/galau-teenage-year after all. The first posts are the hardest, especially the ones about my feeling for a certain someone, which I labeled "the ex". I was so embarassed, even just to read them!
Why did I write them. WHY??? 
However, during the journey of the adaptation, I experienced a change of reaction. After adapting some, I began to accept that those posts were really my thoughts, that I chose to write in my youth teenage year. I could read each post calmly, without shouting random syllables or words again (e.g. Aw!; AAAAAA!!!, etc.). So, yeah, I think the process is kind of healing me.

After this, I'm determined to continue writing in this blog. I'll write either in Bahasa Indonesia or English, so please bare with the unconsistency, hihi. I actually wanted to practice my English here but I think there are some stories that will be best to be told in Bahasa Indonesia.
Hidup Bahasa Indonesia!

-Mutia

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